grandson - Pain Shopping

[Intro]
Yeah
Yeah

[Verse 1]
Depression on sale for a limited time
You can get it in person or get it online
Half of us on a prescription, yeah
We tryna feed an addiction, yeah
I just wanna fuck my hand up through the wall
I need help, no one there to stand up when I call
By myself, they just tell me, "Man up," what's the use?
So I'm driving to the store, looking for some excuse

[Chorus]
I'm pain shopping
Looking for the proof that I'm still alive
I wanna feel something
'Cause all that I got, all-all that I got is
Nothing, nothing, nothing
I feel nothing, nothing, nothing
I feel nothing, nothing
'Cause all that I got, all-all that I got is

[Verse 2]
This shit is supply and demand, yeah
I'm just tryna buy what I can, yeah
By the time that I find it's a scam
I been gеtting high by the gram, uh (Goddamn)
I just need a fucking way out 'cause it's colder
I'm feeling all this prеssure, it's a weight on my shoulder
I thought that it would all be great when I'm older
I crush this shit up in my molars, full disclosure

[Chorus]
I'm pain shopping
Looking for the proof that I'm still alive
I wanna feel something
'Cause all that I got, all-all that I got is
Nothing, nothing, nothing
I feel nothing, nothing, nothing
I feel nothing, nothing
'Cause all that I got, all-all that I got is

[Bridge]
Never mind my heavy mind
I'll get in line, I'll get behind
And every time I said I'm fine (I said I'm fine)
Whatever, I meant never mind
Never mind my heavy mind
I'll get in line, I'll get behind
And every time I said I'm fine (I said I'm fine)
Whatever, I meant never mind

[Outro]
Pain shopping
Pain shopping